The TRUTH Revealed

i had a weekend full of moments that took my mind off of the negative things and people that i had trapped inside my thoughts too hard.

as Tanaya so puts it,
we were in NeverLand.
it was wonderful.

even though we were only 3 hours away from the problems that kept us torn..it still felt like they never even mattered.
....which goes to show,
if you focus more on the things that make you smile , you can get all of the awful thoughts of who you cant stand or what you cant stand, out of your thoughts of misery and focus on wonders so much nicer.

now that i am back here..(.where i would sit in my room and ponder about how depressing a certain situation was and how awful people could be at times)
..i am focused more on what is good for me and laugh at that awful mistake i made with that awful, fake, character of a person who doesn't even know who he is or what he wants in his own life and is stuck within his shadows of his past.

haha ... its pretty funny.

There are far more wondrous things in life to cherish, to smile for rather than to be so dedicated to one thing that is just making everything worse on you.
Today i started my first day of school for cosmetology and i couldn't be happier with my decision.

I KNOW that i have LOTS more happiness and depression ahead.
Though without the faults of life...we are stuck without the facts.
and without the facts...and without all the bad...where would we be at all?

just burn it down and the ashes will fly away to never be seen again....

"WAKE UP AND SMELL THE WILDFLOWERS"

"LIVE LAUGH LOVE FREE"