with my brazilian blood

i dunno why i have stopped writing....
a little update that bugs even me out....
for the past 8 months i have been sitting on my bum, hiding from the cold, with my first pregnancy.
i went from YubaCity, California, to stay in Auburn, Maine with my in laws for a month. Went to NYC and had my baby shower in central park. very nice day! luckily..it was surrounded by awful weather....
Last night i arrived Fort Lauderdale, Florida and am now with my dads sister, her husband and her daughter.
i lived here last year, when i started the blog actually.
it's really nice to finally be able to go out in the sun and hang out by the pool, and go for walks, get some exercise!!!
I've become some very creamy pale skinned pregnant girl that no longer fits in to my 1 and sized jeans. though am now having to wear size 4-6 jeans and because of my adorable belly, i can not button most of them so i use a scrunchy in the button loop!
Since arriving last night, slipped on wet stairs and instead of falling on my belly, my reflexes kicked in and i fell on my hip, my knee and ankle instead... agh.. but thank goodness or quick reflexes so i didn't hurt the baby!!
In the morning now one was awake yet so i decided to go and layout by the pool.
was out there for 30mins or so till my aunt came out and said good morning.
as the day had gone by a few hours i went out again. for an hour...
it is soo hotttt out there.which normally i would have been able to stay out there all day, but because i haven't been in the sun for 8 months, i had to come in after an hour of laying out.
which is fine, i'll go out again after lunch and every day for the rest of my 2 weeks here till i go back to my husband, doggy, 2 rabbits, new house, and new car where we will a wait the arrival of our new baby!
my myyy how much life has changed.
My dad will be returning from his stay in Brazil on may 1st or 2nd.
He'll be coming here where i am.
He then goes to NYC on may 10th to be there for the birth of my eldest brother's wife's first baby.
on the 22nd he will fly to my husband and my home in Olivehurst, CA and stay with us for quite some time :-D can't wait.
i leave here to go home on may 9th, so i'll see him again soon..the 22ndas i mentioned.
Now my mother is in NYC still visiting her mother. She went there for my baby shower which was on April 5th.
She will be leaving there in a few days and returning to her home in Jacksonville, FL. my grandmother will then go from NYC to stay with my mother for a little bit then she goes off to Arizona to see her grandchildren.
Then mom will be going to stay with her Fiance Troy in Michigan. Mom will then be coming to stay with us in CA on June 10th so she can be there for the birht of the baby due date june 20th!

ta taa

romance and marriage chat

Victoria says (3:06 PM):
hmmmmmmmmmm
are you romantic?
FRIEND says (3:07 PM):
we had this conversation in the pub a few weeks ago
because my friend jodie really isnt
i would say i am.. but, alternativly!
whats your definition of it?
for example i keep telling this girl im seeing i fucking hate her
thats romance right there
Victoria says (3:07 PM):
?!
Victoria says (3:08 PM):
what
Letters are like lemon flavoured words says (3:08 PM):
well, if i told her how much i liked her.. she'd probably be sick
and whenever a little love does come out.. it has much more impact..
Victoria says (3:08 PM):
i see
FRIEND (3:08 PM):
its a strange one this one!.. were both trying to hold back
FRIEND(3:09 PM):
what does romance mean to you?
Victoria says (3:09 PM):
well, i'm one of those peope that need romance in my life or else i feeel lonesome......... romance to me.. hmm ya know that movie pride & prejudice?
and that movie the notebook
FRIEND says (3:09 PM):
god no.. i dont watch that mushy shit!...
haha..
Victoria says (3:09 PM):
the men in those movies are sooooooooooo ROMANTIC
FRIEND says (3:10 PM):
lost in translation is more romantic
Victoria says (3:10 PM):
romance... hmm desire to be affectionate with your partner
desire to see them
to feel them
flowers and poetry
typical bullshit
Victoria says (3:11 PM):
just not all cheezy with it
Letters are like lemon flavoured words says (3:11 PM):
i am romantic.. i write poetry, but it does make me want to vom!...
Victoria says (3:11 PM):
like i could go without dancing next to a fire and sipping red wine.. but i would love to swim under the moonlight and kiss in the rain
know what i mean?
orrr
how about...
Victoria says (3:12 PM):
don't have to bring home flowers but you could mention how you saw some and thought of me...
its the thought that counts
FRIEND says (3:12 PM):
well.. i did walk with this girl.. then we sat under a tree...
and had a lil kiss..
no one around for miles
Victoria says (3:12 PM):
thats aweosme
see, thats romantic
FRIEND says (3:13 PM):
but i wont plan it.. i hate it if its contrived
Victoria says (3:13 PM):
yea
me too
FRIEND says (3:13 PM):
it has to be spontaneous
Victoria says (3:13 PM):
then its just lame and has no feeling behind it
Victoria says (3:14 PM):
blah

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Gypsy Curse

No one is quite sure how far back it goes. I know My mother has always had it, and I believe my grandmother has always had it. It could go back for centuries, and at this point I don't suppose it really matters. The mark is on the door. Every door in my life has the gypsy mark, very similar to the one used in the logo for this page I would imagine. This mark is like a flashing neon welcome sign to anyone who might be considered a misfit or an outcast, all of those who have a different outlook on life. These people do not know they are being drawn by the sign, nor do they seek me out in any way, but something about the curse draws us together. I too fit into the category of misfit, and therefore hold a common thread with these people. They come into my life, and many of them have been here for a very long time. Some fade away with time, some only pass through very briefly, but they do all seem to make a stop through to touch the sign and make themselves known.

There are advantages to the curse. I have had a very colorful life with the chance to have many different experiences.. The gypsy curse has taught me that no one person or group has the right answers or the right ideas. I have learned to be open-minded and accepting of others. The disadvantages are also plenty, and I have also experienced those in great number. I do, however, remain optimistic, as well as very trusting of people and situations, sometimes to my own undoing.

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